Well, see, the thing is, it's not my first lemon. I used to write (bad) het lemons, years ago... I got traumatically embarrassed out of writing them again for a very long time. ._.;; But it's the first time I've ever written gay sex, so I guess it counts...

God, this is going to suck. ._.
JJ: Well, if you don't mind--
Alyssa: no. shut up.