Well, see, the thing is, it's not my first lemon. I used to write (bad) het lemons, years ago... I got traumatically embarrassed out of writing them again for a very long time. ._.;;

Oh, really? Ouch. You must've went through something truly humiliating. I understand that it can be difficult to get over something like that, but it only gets more difficult with time, yanno.

But it's the first time I've ever written gay sex, so I guess it counts...

Ooh yeah. It does. And it's man/man sex; that counts too. I had written some crappy yuri lemons long before I first dared to step into the world of man loving. I thought it would be an easy hop; both are same sex oriented smut, how different could they be? The answer: very, VERY different. So, don't worry. ;P

God, this is going to suck. ._.
JJ: Well, if you don't mind--
Alyssa: no. shut up.

*L* What is it with JJ and sucking? Does he have an oral fixation, or what? XD