uuuuurrrh.
Well, I am well and truly and definitely sick now. I've been coughing for the last several days, and now the runny/stuffy nose has joined the party. I feel filthy no matter how much I shower and I'm dead freaking tired.
Oh, but I can't actually sleep. Last night I went to bed early, hoping to actually, you know, rest up and feel better. Oh no. I tossed and turned for hours, before finally getting to sleep somewhere around sunrise. But even then I couldn't get all the way to sleep, and had stupid half-conscious dreams that made no sense and in which I was still vaguely aware that I was sick, sick, siiiiiick. Now, that's just wrong. What's the freaking point of a dream if all it does is remind you that you still feel like crap?
And then my dad woke me up at 10. I told him I was still sick and he left me alone, but then? Then I couldn't GO BACK to sleep.
Fuck you, body. FUCK YOU. How are we supposed to get better if you WON'T SLEEP?
Oh, but I can't actually sleep. Last night I went to bed early, hoping to actually, you know, rest up and feel better. Oh no. I tossed and turned for hours, before finally getting to sleep somewhere around sunrise. But even then I couldn't get all the way to sleep, and had stupid half-conscious dreams that made no sense and in which I was still vaguely aware that I was sick, sick, siiiiiick. Now, that's just wrong. What's the freaking point of a dream if all it does is remind you that you still feel like crap?
And then my dad woke me up at 10. I told him I was still sick and he left me alone, but then? Then I couldn't GO BACK to sleep.
Fuck you, body. FUCK YOU. How are we supposed to get better if you WON'T SLEEP?
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The box is so cute! The chocolate arrived liquid, sadly, but some time in the fridge will fix that. The cloudberry candy is delicious - the licorice is quite tasty too, despite my not normally being a fan of it. :) I'll have to start on the book soon, it looks interesting!
EEE THANK YOU SO MUCH I'll try and get your stuff ready and sent soon~
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Hopefully the book will make being sick a bit more tolerable. Like I said on the card, it's a pretty easy read. Here's hoping you'll like it!
And you're very welcome, luvvie. Just you get better, and I'll try to get a bit less busy so that we can catch each other on MSN sometime this year. X)