2005-07-21

fuyu: (zax memory)
2005-07-21 09:27 pm

This had better just be travel fatigue.

So I'm back from South Dakota at last. Lovely trip, but I think I've had quite enough of prairies, and good god was that a long damned eight days. But at least I'm finally home.

I feel so... bland right now. Monochrome. The word "overcooked" comes to mind for some strange reason. I want to do something... but it's like my imagination has just left me. I've been trying to brainstorm for my multitude of stories, but I just find myself going over the same mental images and snippets of scenarios. No development, no plot, nothing of any real interest. Nothing to tie together what I already have.

It's not just art and stories, either. I feel all disconnected from everything. Feel like I've been growing away from my friends, and I truly don't want that.

Eh. Maybe I am just overexposed and fatigued.

... Also, I have my Anime Expo photos. I don't know how they all came out, because the first roll and a half turned out horribly and I'm getting all self-deprecating about my Zax costume again and I can't bear to look through the rest. T_T