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You know, it's kind of weird. Last year around my birthday, I kept thinking of myself at 19. I was terrified to turn 20. I angsted about it and didn't want to dwell on it.

This year, I keep automatically giving my age as 21 and then having to remind myself that no, that's not actually for two more months.

Also, my desire to buy alcohol seems to be inversely proportional to the amount of time I have left before I can do it.