2008-04-20

fuyu: (contemplative)
2008-04-20 09:57 pm

shouting in the darkness

Well, today was bipolar.

RAMBLINS AHOY. )

It's not like I'm not still wrestling with the cosmic questions, but the nihilism's taking a serious beating from the pixie dust and I at least feel okay about life right now. ♥


Edit: ... uh, so, um. Hahaha. I just remembered something.

Our fountain? The story we tell is that it's water from Snow White's well, throw a pebble in and you might get your wish, etc. standard wishing well stuff.

The pebbles tend to get out of the fountain base and onto the floor. I picked one up off a table today, during the first half of the shift when I was still freaking out, and tossed it. I was aiming for the base with all the other pebbles, but it ended up in the water. So I half-jokingly wished not to be afraid.

Not long after, things started getting awesome, leaving me, if not strictly optimistic, then at least... haha... not afraid.

Haha. Ha. Um.

I have no idea what to make of this. 8D;