fuyu | grahblarg

Finals can suck my nonexistent cock.

I didn't sleep last night. Or, I did, but not enough. And today was amazingly exhausting, even though I only had a critique and one test. There were like six hours between the two, which I spent on campus, trying and failing to catch up on Japanese homework.

HAHAHHA JAPANESE HOMEWORK. Tomorrow is my Japanese finals day. I am never taking an Internet class again ever EVER. I have barely learned anything, and this semester has very nearly managed to actually sour me on learning the language at all. My lack of learning this semester will fuck me next semester. I don't have all my homework made up, I'm not going to because I stupidly left it until now and it's drudgework, even though it's only like ten pages I still have to do. It's misery. It's 2:00 in the fucking morning, I have to be up at 10 to get ready in time to be at school by 11 so I can take the written final and get it done in time to make my 3:00 appointment with sensei for the oral test. BOTH OF WHICH I STILL NEED TO STUDY FOR. The only reason I'm not studying now is because I like my sanity and thus must occasionally maintain it. I'm allowing myself about half an hour and then I'm looking over all the review material and sleeping hard.

Fuck me. I promised myself I'd spend Monday and Tuseday studying, and instead I dicked around and did nothing. I could've had the workbook done by now. I'm gonna get a shit grade on it because I didn't. Fuckity fuckballs. I have so screwed myself on this.

I hate finals.

*sits and tries to zen* It will all be over after tomorrow... I don't have to think about school for a month...

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