It's just that there's so much to do and I'm tired of sleeping...
Well, this is shaping up to be a tiring semester.
I feel more tired now, after just a couple weeks of class, than I did about halfway through the last semester. A lot of this is probably due to non-school-related frustrations and bad timing. More than half of it, I'm willing to bet, is the fact that I'm writing this after a life drawing class - that class never fails to lead me into deep, sometimes disturbing, often wearying introspection and/or contemplation. Probably I'll feel better tomorrow. Nevertheless, I'm exhausted now.
And this feeling of exhaustion seems to be happening a LOT already this semester.
I think the solution, or at least a very large help, is going to be to take an intermittent computer hiatus. I'm not going to vanish completely, no, but I'm going to tear myself away from Schala often enough to get classwork done, play some games, maybe go out geocaching... It's all I can think of to do. I can sit here in front of the screen stagnating and let all my worries and stresses and fears and confusions and concerns and general issues just fester and make me tired, or I can give myself time to be, you know, constructive. At least enough time to whittle all these mountains back down into molehills. ^^;
On that note, I'm going to play FF7. And then sleep.
I feel more tired now, after just a couple weeks of class, than I did about halfway through the last semester. A lot of this is probably due to non-school-related frustrations and bad timing. More than half of it, I'm willing to bet, is the fact that I'm writing this after a life drawing class - that class never fails to lead me into deep, sometimes disturbing, often wearying introspection and/or contemplation. Probably I'll feel better tomorrow. Nevertheless, I'm exhausted now.
And this feeling of exhaustion seems to be happening a LOT already this semester.
I think the solution, or at least a very large help, is going to be to take an intermittent computer hiatus. I'm not going to vanish completely, no, but I'm going to tear myself away from Schala often enough to get classwork done, play some games, maybe go out geocaching... It's all I can think of to do. I can sit here in front of the screen stagnating and let all my worries and stresses and fears and confusions and concerns and general issues just fester and make me tired, or I can give myself time to be, you know, constructive. At least enough time to whittle all these mountains back down into molehills. ^^;
On that note, I'm going to play FF7. And then sleep.
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The internet, for all its wonders, is a very seducing and unhappy thing. You can whittle hours away on it easily, and ... yes, you know what? The human body was never meant for such inactivity. It leaves you feeling unfulfilled and unhappy, and as a result unenergetic... or even just un-energetic, depending. Either way, though, a slight hiatus sounds like a VERY good idea. <3
*hugfluffhugfluffs!* I'd love to meet up with you at eBa sometime. I've found that it's an excellent place to sit and draw, as well as just chat- and I'd really like to do that with you sometime soon, time permitting. =3 We both could use the social interaction. XD
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I have no clue where eBa is, but if you don't mind bussing and walking you could come pick me up sometime and show me! :3 I'd be delighted to spend some time chatting with you. :D Hm. You got anything planned for President's Day weekend? Because if not, maybe we could meet up that Saturday/Sunday. :D *hugfluffluff* I miss hanging out with you. We should really remedy that.
(And if you can come over here for any length of time, I've got a great pancake recipe. X3)